Books by Sloy

            I’m breaking all the rules. My book is an autobiography of a 39 year old woman in fictional technique. It hurts me to write about her like this. This is a novel autobiography.

            A topical (what does that mean anyway?) look at the world of matter and spirit from a woman’s eyes.

            My book is written as it happens. In the way it has to be written. Its gravity is its theme—a woman’s eternal quest for her soulmate. The void’s quest to be reunited with ourselves. The great deliverance of love. Beads are strung on the thread as they come to me. I am not writing the book—it is working through me. I just listen and try to get it all down. I’m only an ordinary woman. Would I dare plan such an undertaking? It comes from somewhere else.

            So I have an aesthetic. Further a sense of language most often attributed to the poet, because I am a poet. The texture of my book. Cobbled. With words. Another dimension. For the ear and the eye. If I had to say what it most resembled I would say a poem. The Odyssey.

            You’ll be surprised by my honesty. I’m surprised myself. Nothing must be excluded by an editorial hand from the holy source of ourselves. Even what hurts. This quest is common to us all. Let the people be in my book. It’s their story too. The names have remained the same to protect the innocent.

            Chapters are short. Fun to read. Everything just happens. Like life. Nothing is explained. But themes are returning and returning. Repeated readings forever revealing. Even I don’t know everything that’s there. Some things I may never know.

            Sex, drugs, rock n roll, film and from a woman, a teacher, a mother of two. And true.

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Inkslinger (Sloy) and her ol man (Nic) go on the road along the west’s singular Interstate Five, I-5 in northwest parlance, or “the five” in SoCal’s.

Gertrude Stein is muse this time.


so ol man demoralized & inkslinger inch across this mortal hot coil eyeballing vistas to frame.

inkslings not lookin out the window. lookin away. tryin to follow steins continuous continually happening present while still hanging on to yr hand.

inkslings singing the results of her thots.

ol man & inksling those two longfaced pallbearers bearin news. gettin outuva state. take a drag. turn up them tunes. nitrogen. guys over the side of the river. aint travelin well down that styx down that ferryman fog. ahead rock bottom. sure its not that same ol poetry you wish. you come out here & steer.

is this enuff a semi annual report. not a damn thing but truth. playin with a poker hand you gotta stand behind your words. you gotta believe in em.

you all want the plot as if there isnt one in these goddamn perfect words.


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it took 33 years for me to face this book & type it to the end. hand written on yellow lined school tablets it surfaced word by word as it came between june 1987–march 1988 rolling up & down the I 5 interstate. no attempt made to create within a form. loud music. ol man always driving. it came also at destinations reached by riding the interstate.

a 1st attempt at typing it march 2014, another october 2016, & a 3rd january 2021 ran amuck. & finally july-september 2021 fait accompli. it’s not easy to accept something seemingly so outside literary bounds, no shape no reason for being other than the force of necessity. "eye of the interstate" came this ragged way, ol man & inkslinger on the road & this is the way it goes.
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